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Thursday, March 24, 2011
Friday, March 4, 2011
Feelings that I need to say...before I cry...
Hmm...there's not much to say. But here it is... Last week I had a big argument with my dad about my future. He said to me that manga art does not give you a 'bright' future. So what? I love art no matter what dad says. But what really hurts me is my mum. My mum said that art is lame. ART is NOT LAME. I keep telling myself that to avoid myself crying which I managed. But it still hurts...for the first time in my life she said something to me which pierced through me like a sword. And it's still there repeating over in my head.
I almost cried when she told me directly at my face. After the big argument (which also involves with my mum) I immediately went to my room after we returned home. We had the big argument in a restaurant, it wasn't embarrassing because there were too many people talking so they couln't hear us. I don't know why mum thinks art is lame. Is it because she can't draw herself? Why mum? Why did you have to say it directly at my face? I just don't get it.
I feel like I want to cry all over again. I wish she didn't say it at my face... I feel hurt all over. At school, on Monday, I managed to act all happy and fine but I'm not. I'm still hurt with mum's words pierced through me. I know she done so much for us that she doesn't want me to throw away my future just for drawing but it's just so cruel that she have to say it in my face. I know that art is just a second choice after the doctor career but it's only a second choice. I know that you think art is lame mum but to me, it isn't.
I almost cried when she told me directly at my face. After the big argument (which also involves with my mum) I immediately went to my room after we returned home. We had the big argument in a restaurant, it wasn't embarrassing because there were too many people talking so they couln't hear us. I don't know why mum thinks art is lame. Is it because she can't draw herself? Why mum? Why did you have to say it directly at my face? I just don't get it.
I feel like I want to cry all over again. I wish she didn't say it at my face... I feel hurt all over. At school, on Monday, I managed to act all happy and fine but I'm not. I'm still hurt with mum's words pierced through me. I know she done so much for us that she doesn't want me to throw away my future just for drawing but it's just so cruel that she have to say it in my face. I know that art is just a second choice after the doctor career but it's only a second choice. I know that you think art is lame mum but to me, it isn't.
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