Sunday, May 1, 2011

Because of me....

...I am living this life that I'm living right now (well I guess). My parents said that everything (well, only what they did or something like that) was because of me. "Even Rin is born because of you," my mum says. I asked her why and she said, "because you were lonely". I looked at her and I laughed. It was weird. She told me that the day before yesterday while we're talking after dinner. Maybe she's saying that parents are what they are now because of their children? Or just the fact that I have to appreciate what they have all done for me? I do appreciate it but why suddenly tell me that? I was a bit confused but these kinda stuck in my heart. For once, I realised that this is just another set of wise words from Mummy but I do remember that I was kinda lonely when I was little. I think I was about two years old when my parents decided to get another baby.

"'Let's give her a friend', that's what I said to your dad you know. We did that so that you wouldn't be lonely", my mum says again. Geez....I know that I'm not lonely anymore with a younger sister and all but sometimes it's a pain in the ass. Because Rin loves to barge into my business so does my parents. Oh well, that's my family for ya.

P.S. I know it's kinda weird reading about the second part where my mum says 'Let's give her a friend' to my dad but hey, it's my mum. Be  respectful.

P.P.S. To Taty, when in the world are you gonna get that wig?!?