China!! and Freedom!!!

"FREEDOM!!!!" I said as I ran out of school towards my dad's car. 'No more boring class...no more talking-parrot-teachers...most importantly NO MORE SCHOOL!!!!' I mean of course we have still class *groan* but we don't have to study!! I'm just freakin' happy!!! NO MORE EXAM!!!

WOOHOOO!!! Let's sing!!! Lawl! Just joking! I'm still happy though because this year my family and I are going to China for a vacation! To my (RICH) friend, she thinks going to China is boring (SO NOT TRUE!!!), she thinks going to Europe or America is WAY much more fun. Yeah yeah whatever! I still like China and that's where my grandma was born ok?!?!? I love it there!

It got the culture and cool places that we don't have here in Malaysia. The last time I went to China I never felt so happy..excited and...um... free! Probably it's because that's my origins (I dunno...maybe that? ^^lll). Also, I feel there's something amazing going to happen to me... I wonder what is it?

EXAM!!!

NO!!!! Damn you exam!!!! Because of you I have to fuss over the textbooks!!! The f***ing teachers are so annoying they gave me the freakin' exercises for you!!!! I f***ing hate you Exam!!!! 

This is what I thought and damn... even though sometimes people call me a nerd, I really do hate study. I hate those freakin' revision that the teachers at school gave me. It wasn't possible for me to like them 'cause it's just like doing the f***ing study all over again from the beginning until the end. Exams can really get on my nerves which means I can be a little sweary when it comes to exams (just f***ing ignore the swear words).

Well, that's just what I thought of exam. Since there's f***ing exam next week. I won't write here for a while maybe more than a week. I just felt worse when my sis always try to lecture me. HELLO SIS!!!! You're not my mother!!!!

Urgh... Exams really do make me more sweary and just get used to it.

Fainted O.o

Yes, I fainted at school last Monday. Don't be surprised. I'm still alive and this is not my ghost typing n the computer here!! It was really surprising when I fainted. I NEVER fainted in my life before. My mum (she's a doctor) says that I haven't been eating well for the past few months and now that I've got a cold, which made it worse and then suddenly I fainted. Well, at least that's what she says, I can't go online like I want because she says it will give me headaches (Don't tell my mum!!>.<).

Now, I feel MUCH better so tomorrow I might go to school and I wonder what will my friends say about this though. AH! Who cares right? At least I'm still here (and not floating around above other people's heads...>.<'''). But I still cough a lot and so if any of you guys reading this gets infected, don't blame me ok?!?!




LOOK AT ME!!! Even though I'm sick but I still look cool!! Lawl! I just put this randomly...^^. Maybe I should put this as my profile pic

My cosplay costume...for NEXT YEAR!!!

Hi again! Forgot that there's gonna be cosplay next year and so I feel like I want to put the costume here. If you wanna check it out click here . This costume belongs to the Caramel Cream cosplay group, but it haven't been designed yet because of the low funds. So, if you would be so kind to donate, please donate! We would appreciate it so much! If you're interested to join, please ask the secretary of the group (which is ME! >_<""). Please follow and comment on the group's blog! CLICK if you want to see the group's blog.
The blog is really simple but please do not comment bad things about it or the leader of the group will get angry (>_<"").

Damn I hate stress..

I mean who wouldn't? Everybody hates stress includng me. Now I feel more stress because I'm doing TWO freakin' projects at the same time!! What's worse is that the final year exam is coming and I'm so freakin' angry!!! WTH??! I can say that this is one of the most tiring months that I have to go through this year.

Also, my dad's work is piling up more often than it usually does and the staff workers are really annoying him!! He keeps complaining about them to my mum but I can feel the pressure too when I heard them talking about it. It's not fair...

But life isn't always fair. I realised it since from the beginning. That means we gotta hardened ourselves...which is not easy to do. I tried to hardened myself but many times I failed. That was what giving me more stress. But, with the help of my friends and family, it will ALWAYS turn out great at the end.

Ahhh... I feel better now... It wasn't easy to express feelings you know.. but I shouldn't keep quiet or else I will suddenly explode like last time (T-T). Oh yeah one thing that's also bothering my mind; who is the guy that my close friend like??? :P Gotcha!

But seriously she was giving me clues but I can't figure it out!!! I will figure it out someday!!!! >.< Hehehe...