I'm back!!

Waah! I'm suddenly so excited because yesterday at school my friend and I decided to do a comic. She will become the author and I will become the artist. Sometimes, I become the author if the story is not quite to my liking. WAAHHH!!! I'm so excited!!! >w< Also, if we finished one chapter, we can show it to everyone (maybe, that's a maybe). ARGH! But the thing is I'm busy with household chores and my studies that sometimes I don't have time to draw!!! No!! Well, at least I can relax a little because we have a temporary maid so I don't have to worry much...

Since my parents are now in Beijing I can use this chance to go online!! Whippee! Lawl....so excited. I've been on the computer listening to piano pieces in youtube like Tsunaida te ni Kiss wo (a japanese song, my friend introduce it to me! SOOO NICE!!!), River Flows In You and Bella's Lullaby (actually River Flows In You and Bella's Lullaby is the same. I just realised it just now XP).

Ah..gotta think of what the guys in the comic look like...one of the guys should be with glasses and another should be a little girly but NOT THAT girly.... Haiya....better draw them now la....

P.S. If you have any suggestions for how the guys or how their school uniform will look like, please comment. >.< We already decided on the girl...so sorry.

PRAY FOR JAPAN!

Please PRAY FOR JAPAN! I'm going to pray for Japan every night (>.<)

Feelings that I need to say...before I cry...

Hmm...there's not much to say. But here it is... Last week I had a big argument with my dad about my future. He said to me that manga art does not give you a 'bright' future. So what? I love art no matter what dad says. But what really hurts me is my mum. My mum said that art is lame. ART is NOT LAME. I keep telling myself that to avoid myself crying which I managed. But it still hurts...for the first time in my life she said something to me which pierced through me like a sword. And it's still there repeating over in my head.

I almost cried when she told me directly at my face. After the big argument (which also involves with my mum) I immediately went to my room after we returned home. We had the big argument in a restaurant, it wasn't embarrassing because there were too many people talking so they couln't hear us. I don't know why mum thinks art is lame. Is it because she can't draw herself? Why mum? Why did you have to say it directly at my face? I just don't get it.

I feel like I want to cry all over again. I wish she didn't say it at my face... I feel hurt all over. At school, on Monday, I managed to act all happy and fine but I'm not. I'm still hurt with mum's words pierced through me. I know she done so much for us that she doesn't want me to throw away my future just for drawing but it's just so cruel that she have to say it in my face. I know that art is just a second choice after the doctor career but it's only a second choice. I know that you think art is lame mum but to me, it isn't.

Cosplay (message to Taty)

HI Taty! This is just a message to you and only for YOU. I just want your opinion on this cosplay. Whaddya think?

If you don't think that's nice or doesn't suit me, what about this?

and it's matched with this (I was thinking of a big ribbon but can't find a good picture of it);

Just words...

I felt awkward at Popo's house. Well, to be exact, I felt weird when I was with my cousins. I know I got my friend and also my aunt (she's 18 this year) to start up a conversation but somehow I still feel awkward. This is not the first time though. Every time when we visit Popo's house or each other's house for special occasions, I felt REALLY awkward. We weren't like that when we were much younger. I thought, Oh maybe it's because they're just boys...it's ok I'll start talking to them like we used to. But no, it's been like that ever since we started growing up (well you know the puberty thing).

We were so different from the way we used to be. I just wish that we could be young forever and we can talk to each other like we used to. We had so much fun together with Nadine (the 18 year old aunt). Why did we change? Why did we stop talking to each other? Well kinda. We still talk but only a few words. But that's not enough is it? If you guys are reading this, I hope that we can talk to each other like we used to. We got another chance you know. On Saturday (which is tomorrow) we're going to Kompleks Sukan Adunan in Yayasan Sabah to play badminton. Hope you guys come! Love you Darren and Derrich!

Happy Chap Goh Meh!

Chap Goh Meh is here! WOOHOO! To those of you don't know, Chap Goh Meh is a the end of celebration of Chinese New Year. My dad told me (last night during dinner ^^lll) that 'Chap' means 10 and 'Goh' means 5 in Hokkien. If you combine them, it will be 15. 'Meh' is urm...I forgot....^^lll. Sorry. Next time I will remember what it means.

Anyway, today we are celebrating at Popo's (Popo means Grandma in Chinese, just to let you know) house. Even though she's 70 something, she's very healthy for her age. She doesn't take any medicine to keep her health up, nothing. My dad said that she ate lots of nutrients food. For me, I LOVE her food. Her food really gives you energy you know. She can cook different varieties of food like Indian, Kadazan and her specialty of course is Chinese food. Yum! Delicious! X9

I can't wait to go to her house tonight! But last time when I went for the chinese New Year celebration, I got a stomachache. It was because she served us 'honeydew' fruits. When I ate it, I got a stomachache. I don't know why but both of my cousins were alright after eating the fruits. Maybe it's because that they already gotten used to the fruits that she served them. I forgotten that when Popo's fruits were in (always) in a bad condition. Sorry Popo.

I just have to remember that I must not eat whatever fruits that Popo serves. Sorry again Popo =_=lll

HAPPY CHAP GOH MEH!!!!

A quick update!

Sorry, I haven't been online for a while but I'm still busy with stuff so I better make this short. Today at school we have been vaccinated to prevent cervix cancer or something like that. Because of that, my arm hurts when it moves. Urm....tomorrow's the Chinese New Year celebration at school but I can't attend cuz of some reason. Next week is Valentine's Day and I still don't have a date. Well who cares? It's fun to be SINGLE! Other else than that, I'm searching online now for some stupid project at school. Well, I better go now. Told you it's a quick update. ;)