Urgh..exam is coming in less than two weeks. Wish I have more time to study. Also, I have to think about my friends' birthday!! The exams has a really bad timing cuz my friends' birthday is like in the middle of the exam. I already discussed with my parents and they said they don't have the time to send me to their birthday so I only can go AFTER the exam T^T. Well, at least it's going to be the last for this year.

I'm also nervous for tomorrow cuz during the assembly, they're going to announce the winners of the debate. Oh yeah, I didn't post it last time. I joined the debate that was held last Wednesday and Friday at school with Taty, Denise and Chan Yng. We managed to get into the finals which was on Friday and it was nerve-wrecking when we have to compete against the form 5!! They were soooo good O.O''. They deserve to win, to me anyway. Others think we have an equal chance though.

Anyway, I also have to think about my life and love status. I'm not sure whether you can say that my life is perfectly hectic but it's also...satisfying you know what I mean?  I mean...I did things that I kinda regret later on and I also did things that make me feel...happy (is that even the right word?). I'm not sure though. My love status...urm...lemme see...my friend who keeps telling me not to talk to a dude says that he's NOT worth it but my other friends say that he's good for me and I should give him a chance. I talked to him and I kinda like him (>///<) and he like me a LOT (I can tell). So, I kinda gave him a chance.

Well, what am I gonna do?? I know that I like him but there is SOMEONE who thinks he's not worth my time and blah, blah, blah. I DON'T CARE!! Get lost girl!! I know maybe you have bad experience with love--or maybe none at all--but don't put that in my face cuz you don't choose whether he's really worth my time or not. I'm the one who should choose!! I can't believe that I followed and believed what you said.

Thanks to Taty, I finally got my senses back! I just don't get why you don't want me to talk with him. You too, should try to give him a chance. He's not as bad as what you think. Anyway, we're not really official since he's still thinking about it. He was kinda shocked and happy you know. *sigh* love is SO COMPLICATED sometimes. Nevermind, when that time comes, I'm gonna bitch-slap the those who gets in my way =^=.