My Life

I was browsing through quote pictures in Photobucket (which I rarely do) and found this while I was researching for a debate this Friday. I realised that this quote is describing what basically everyone is feeling at my stage. I don't think I've changed much physically and emotionally but when I think about it, I actually changed quite a LOT. But I'm not sure if it's in a good way or in a bad way.

P.S. I know it's short but there's going to be another post about L.O.V.E!! >3<

Updates (not going to post in here for a while)

First day of school was ok I guess. I was appointed as monitor though it haven't been confirmed. But I still think that I'm going to be one (=_=ll). I rejected to the title 'prefect' because (urgh!) a LOT of duties to be done. At least being the class monitor is a hell lot easier.

It's so weird doing two things at once, cuz one thing only get half of your attention while the other have the other half. That's so tiring but useful. I have to concentrate on finding pics of book racks for my K.H. homework and at the same time, I'm writing whatever I'm thinking in my blog (LOL, my parents doesn't know I'm doing that >u<).

If you wanna know about my love life, it's err...well...I'm now single and don't wanna look for any guys to sweep off my feet (only if I don't have to concentrate on preparing solely on PMR or SPM).

This year I don't wanna concentrate so much on love, I can still talk about it but it's gonna be awkward for me. I want to get 7As in my PMR and get the RM500 every As I get (>.<). I can't list down all the things that I want for this year cuz' it's endless. Anyway, that was a short one (^^ll). I have to go now cuz' my mum might appear any minute now...


 

Tomorrow...

...is gonna be the last day of school. I can't believe how fast the time pass. It's been two years since the primary six graduation night. The song is somewhat still stuck in my head. And now I feel like I'm going to graduate again soon. My mum suggested this morning to change my school next year. When I hear those words, my mind and body (well, not literally) stopped working.

My mum suddenly suggested this idea when her friend, the one who came to our school for the presentation last week, told her she's not gonna send her daughter to my school. She thought the girls who were in the presentation were rude--except for the front row. 'Some of them were sleeping and some were sitting inappropiately', my mum's friend said. 'Even the teachers are not doing their job well'.

And that's where my mum decided to talk to me about transferring schools. The first thought came to mind was my friends and the PMR next year. My friends...I'm not really sure about my friends what they will think about this. I mean, two of them are going overseas in form 4 and another one is going to home school next year. And the last one is probably staying until form 5, I think. You guys know who you are.

But, I already told them that I'm gonna stay until form 5 and out of the blue, my mum suggested the idea of transferring me to another school. She said that I should transfer next year and my mind was like, ''WHAT ABOUT PMR??? I will be using half of the year to adapt to All Saints and the other to study my ass off for the PMR!!!''. My mum, who sometimes can hear my mind shout, said that the PMR is easy. And I was giving her the are-you-kidding-me-you're-a-genius-if-you-say-it's-easy-but-I'm-not-unfortunately face.

WHAT THE HELL AM I GONNA DO??!?!?! Next year, the discpline teacher already confirmed as a prefect next year and what am I gonna say to Chan, who's staying until form 5?!?!? She will be mad. I'm pretty sure of it. T^T God, help me...at least my mum's only suggesting...I hope.

Updates =,=

Ok....Just to remind y'all again; my phone has been taken away by my parents so I can only be available to my phone at 4-5 pm and 6-7 pm. So, you guys can call me or sms me around that time only. Moving on with my updates; I just finished writing my entry for Taty's second competition so check it out! You guys can tell me what you think on my blog 'cuz that post is strictly for  the entries only. I commnted a question about the competition and then I found myself staring at the box which said, 'This post has been removed by a blog administrator' (=.=). Same thing happened to Niko too. XP

Anyway, I got my wig already but the problem is the bangs is TOO LONG. Can we pleeeeaaaase cut it shorter, Taty??? The bangs is until my lips you know! I will not put the picture here but I will send it to you on facebook tomorow ok? It's kinda embarassing so I am definitely NOT gonna put the picture yet. I said yet ok? Not never.

Oh yeah! I almost forgot. For those who is playing Gaia and want your profile to look nice or anything you want it to look like, go and check this out. FYI, I am not in charge of this site so don't come to me making a request for profiles ok?? I'm telling you that I'm bad at making  profiles!! Xd

P.S. Can you guys tell me which site is good for an amateur artist like me can earn money?? 'Cuz my dad is NOT gonna give me allowances for a long time and I NEED money. So just comment on this post if you guys can find any ok??? Thank you >.<''

Urgh..exam is coming in less than two weeks. Wish I have more time to study. Also, I have to think about my friends' birthday!! The exams has a really bad timing cuz my friends' birthday is like in the middle of the exam. I already discussed with my parents and they said they don't have the time to send me to their birthday so I only can go AFTER the exam T^T. Well, at least it's going to be the last for this year.

I'm also nervous for tomorrow cuz during the assembly, they're going to announce the winners of the debate. Oh yeah, I didn't post it last time. I joined the debate that was held last Wednesday and Friday at school with Taty, Denise and Chan Yng. We managed to get into the finals which was on Friday and it was nerve-wrecking when we have to compete against the form 5!! They were soooo good O.O''. They deserve to win, to me anyway. Others think we have an equal chance though.

Anyway, I also have to think about my life and love status. I'm not sure whether you can say that my life is perfectly hectic but it's also...satisfying you know what I mean?  I mean...I did things that I kinda regret later on and I also did things that make me feel...happy (is that even the right word?). I'm not sure though. My love status...urm...lemme see...my friend who keeps telling me not to talk to a dude says that he's NOT worth it but my other friends say that he's good for me and I should give him a chance. I talked to him and I kinda like him (>///<) and he like me a LOT (I can tell). So, I kinda gave him a chance.

Well, what am I gonna do?? I know that I like him but there is SOMEONE who thinks he's not worth my time and blah, blah, blah. I DON'T CARE!! Get lost girl!! I know maybe you have bad experience with love--or maybe none at all--but don't put that in my face cuz you don't choose whether he's really worth my time or not. I'm the one who should choose!! I can't believe that I followed and believed what you said.

Thanks to Taty, I finally got my senses back! I just don't get why you don't want me to talk with him. You too, should try to give him a chance. He's not as bad as what you think. Anyway, we're not really official since he's still thinking about it. He was kinda shocked and happy you know. *sigh* love is SO COMPLICATED sometimes. Nevermind, when that time comes, I'm gonna bitch-slap the those who gets in my way =^=.  

The Make-up!! (Sorry the pics not so good ^^ll)

Sorry it's been SOOOO long! My mum took the camera around with her to work so it's kinda a pain in the ass. Now, finally the make-up!! ^.^ll sorry it's not really high-quality picture though...

Now, you know how the face make-up looks like, let's move on to from piece by piece.  Let's look at the lipstick now.



Ok...like I said; NATURAL. The lipstick shouldn't be so dark just find something that is more light.



This is the most suitable color that I find to match with the rest of the make-up. It shouldn't be difficult to get this color though ^u^

Now it's the eyes !! ^.^

As you can see, I did not put any eye-liner here cuz that will just ruin the sweet, natural look (=.=). So, I only empahsize a bit on the eye lash.

Since the I said it should be a natural look, I used a small one and only give my eyelashes a slight curl.



BACK TO THE BASICS!! >.<

Gosh... I still remember what Chan Yng said if I don't take care of my face (O.O). Anyway, this is just the concealer that my mum (and me) usually wear. It shouldn't be too much and it's just to even the skin colour ok?  

This is just the base make-up. This is also help even the skin colour.

 


Look at the red for the bluser. Use the lighter one ok??



     Well, that's about it. Since the make-up is for Alice and not me, I'm not sure whether the make-up will look good with the wig and stuff like that though. Anyway, the whole point for this make-up is to look natural and balanced (if can, more Japanese style). For the eyes, we can put fake eyelash but not so extravagance if you know what I'm talking about. Okies! I'm done now! Tell me what you think ok?? >w<

I can handle criticsm so criticise all you want!  







Another Update!

I'm now blogging from my phone and in front of the tv with my mum beside me.I wanted to blog after I came back from shopping but I'm just WAY TOO TIRED from walking in high heels for about 4 HOURS. Damn, my feet hurts but I said it myself that I WILL start wearing heels.Well, anyway forget about my heels and let's just talk about my shopping. It was a normal mother and daughters's shopping but I look like I'm in my twenties. OLDER MEN were looking AT ME. I felt weird. There was one Chinese dude LOOKING at me while I was looking at the clothes. When I look at him, He was smiling at me! I couldn't help but smile to myself because that dude is kinda hot. But HE ALREADY HAD A GIRLFRIEND!!! SUCH A PLAYBOY!! Though he is such a hottie, he's like maybe 24 yrs old!! HELLOOO!! I'M ONLY 14!! DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE TWENTY OR OLDER?!?!! GAH!! Playboy!!! Forget about him and let me  remember...DAMN!! THE PICTURE ....AND THE COMIC STRIP!!! Again, next post!! UNTIL THEN!!